Gut Punch

I think my hair stopped growing, is that even a thing?

Haven't lost any of it, but something ain't the same

Maybe it's a metaphor, is it even that deep?

I think my hair stopped growing, or is it me?

I called Phil a couple times, he's probably sick of me

He said, "Go easy on yourself," but what does that even mean?

Sounds like good advice, but I just can't hear it right now

Hit me like a gut punch

I hurt my own feelings

How did I get so good at being mean to myself?

I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out

Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself

Hit me like a-

Hit me like a-

When the hell did I start trying to be perfect?

People pleasing, is it ever really worth it?

Fake smiling just to pass the time

It's the only way I've been getting by

Looked at myself and I can't even recognize

Who I am behind those eyes, one big disguise

Hit me like a gut punch

I hurt my own feelings

How did I get so good at being mean to myself?

I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out

Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself

Hit me like a-

Now, what would it be like if I just tried being nice

To the person that I'm seeing in the mirror? Yeah

If you find that inner child

Haven't seen him for a while

Let him know he's doing fine

Hit me like a gut punch

I hurt my own feelings

How did I get so good at being mean to myself?

I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out

Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself

Hit me like a-

Yeah, yeah, oh-oh

Yeah, yeah

Hit me like a gut punch

Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, yeah